Just played bball with my beloved ky today! Hahahaha. I was like a complete freak this morning as I lugged around a shoebag in hoodie and jeans while the office workers around me rushed around in their formal wear and mini handbags/laptop bags. Training was a huge bore today, very much like a six hour lecture on computer studies. Some of us fell asleep but the guy didnt seem to care very much hahah.

The NTU tea reception yesterday was a tad bit of a time waster. The food wasn't much, and that was the main thin I went for. A very silly thing happened to yiyun and I during the school tour. At first, we were on bus 1 and being the immensily lazy people we are, we kept kvetching about having to get down the bus to take a look around at certain points. All we wanted to do was get over and done with the whole ordeal. So at one stop, bus 2 seemed to be going faster, thus we decided to hop onto to that bus. And well, there was a BIG reason why they seperated us into two different buses, one which we completely missed. Hahah. Hence, we caused two girls to stand during the journey to the next stop as we had taken their seats. COMPLETELY embarrassed, we hopped back onto bus 1 when we met at the next point. >.<

Shopped with alex today again. Orchard was such a disappointment. We scoured through topshop, forever 21, mango, zara and pull and bear; there was absolutely NOTHING to buy, so we decided to go off to vivo instead since she has work there later anyway. At the train station we met Tasneem and turns out, she knows alex too. Hahah., I wonder who in the world does NOT know alex. Hmmm.

Vivo turned out to be much more fruitful. I bought two dresses from river island and alex bought one, a very sexy one at that. HAHHA. Ate long john's onthe steps facing the sentosa entrance. Then alex had to go to work, but she really wanted to get the adidas guys jacket so I offered to help her go get it and deliver it over. Nice old me. Back I went up the red line to orchard, scooted over to paragon and bought the jacket and went to marche to hand it to her. We couldn't buy from vivo as the coupon I had was only valid at franchise stores. The guy was like "people always don't read the back ah." >.< Oh well. Happy happy shopping day today is. Sad Sad day for my bank account though. GAH.

Bollywood fever at MEritus Mandarin last night! Hahah. I attended Dickson's company dinner & dance since prl kids is under that company and it was pretty fun. The theme was bollywood but I didn't have a costume to wear, so I just wore my usual clothes which look a tad oriental.

Most of the staff are really quite young and being in sales, they tend to be more vibrant so it was a really good time. The food was pretty good too, which IS the main reason for my prescence there. There were like two huge slabs of meat from which the chef would cut the steaks from, and it was so nice that serp and I kept going up for more helpings. Lance and Felicia kept making drink up more beer as for some inane reasone they were under the impression was I was a superb drinker. Sorry to fail you guys! The entertainment was pretty interesting, apart from the retarded banghra-robics. However, I daresay that it was interesting to watch others make a fool of themselvees! Photos are up under dicksond&d.

I got transferred to raffles place which is an undecidedly bad thing. My transportion expenditure is going to shoot up the roof thanks to my daily rides on the train:((((. Well, at least I would be in the same area as ky so I could pop by tcc for free drinks! Hhahaha.

Thank god my mum asked my dad to check the mail today, if not I would never have received the ntu business acceptance letter and be left wondering whether they had lost my application. It's raining really badly now, luckily we cancelled our bball game. Hmm, hope these are all good signs for a better day at work tmr.

I wish work was always solitaire, sitting outside the building defrosting in the blazing sun while bundled up in my jacket. I would be drinking my hot milo while fiah smokes her marbolo lights. The rest would then come out and join us with their canned drinks and we would then proceed to the lounge for a little tv time. Like hell they would pay us 7.50 to do that.

Retail therapy for the worried, jobhating soul! I bought an ultramarine satin blouse thing from zara. Work was okay today since it is the LAST DAY OF TRAINING, something I'm not too keen about. Training was like going back to school again. Going through things you have not a clue about, half dozing off while the person speaks and playing games when the person in charge is not looking. Tmr would be the official start of work and I'm not looking forward to momments of flustering, getting yelled at and feeling lost and dazed:(((.

I just saw the short interview segment of Auntie Cynthia on Discovery Travel & living about her houses and hotels in Sri Lanka and Nepal. It's kind of weird to see some one you know on the telly, really it is. Ug, I can't believe I have to study for my new job and I absolutely hate technical, mechanical things:(((.

Watched fracture today! It was a really really good movie. Intelligent, psychological games, the battle between Ryan Gosling and Anthony Hopkins was just brilliant! Arrogance leading to complacency and thus exploitation of weakness. It did remind me a little bit of Silence of the Lambs though.

After dinner at C Jade express, we went home and guess what? I was locked out! I brought out another bag and forgot to transfer my keys over and it had to be the day where my whole family was out. Dad was over at alvin's, my bro and mum are usually only back at eleven odd. So I had to go through a checkliust of people I could call out to accompany me. Lik who lives pretty near me is stuck in NS or I would go crash his house. Luckily, alex was out so i met her over at city hall and we had starbucks frappes while sitting at the fountain outside the Raffles tower.

Ugh monday blues are already setting in.

I Like Your Hair - Scotty Vanity

PSHYEAH

I hated the first day of work. It was like being the new girl all over again. At least the girl I sat necxt to was kind of cool, though very independent(leaving me a little stranded at times). The training reminds me of those hideos days where I had two lectures in a row. I cant absorb or understand anything the person says, which would prove highly detrimental to me when I actually begin work. Sigh, three more months to go.

NOVELLE VAGUE IN SINGAPORE AT ZOUK
Anyone interested(((:

I just came back from watching the phantom of the opera. Loved it loved it loved it.
Ten times, no one MILLION times better than man of letters.

So the money minded devil in me won the battle, and off I am to a drab and technical job I have a feeling I would hate. Just htink of the money dear girl, think of the greens. Let's say university orientation camps clash with my work, I will end up with no friends at all ( as Audrey had kindly informed that it is during these camps do you make friends). Ah well, what do I not know of the life of a reclusive loner.

Shopping today was fruitful! Bought a black and hotpink adidas men's jacket. The guy kept insisting for me to take XS but I wanted to take S. The band at the end of the jacket was a bit too fitting for XS. Yes, I am larger than some males in Singapore. Big shocker there. I was reading I-D mag in kino and saw this really cool pastel striped adidas jacket. Immediately I began regretting my new purchase, but after seeing it in the pacific plaza store, I realized it wasn't so nice as the material was abit like a towel. I do like their new cartoony collection though. It was so adorable, just like the ad they had in nylon. Despite dissing the decline in quality of french connection, I bought this really nice royal blue jumper dress from them.

Yes mummy dear, I will buy you your Agnes B. tshirt when I get my first pay and hopefully I would have excess to get myself the YSL tshirt that I suddenly love alot.

I am sooo fucking tired. Work ended at one last night, or should I say this morning. Plus, I had a job interview( of which TWO job agencies called me for) early in the morning at ten. Which means I have to get up at eight so that my brain is functioning by the time I get there, and only people who are not schooling or are farmers OR live in perth get up at such an ungodly hour!

Well, at least working alst night was pretty fun. All I had to do was stand around, move the clothes and listen to people bullshit. After work, Irene wanted to grab a bite so we went down to macs. The queue was held up by this white guy who was asking for paper bags as he was collecting them. While eating, this drunk girl with an ENORMOUS beer belly came in. And I do mean enormous, janice and I thought she was pregnant! After getting her drink or whatever, she began to flirt with these two caucasian men and their conversation was the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. " Hi, I'm February." "Oh I'm July. (fake giggles) You shoukd come join me. Singing rocks!" I presume the girl just came from the ktv bar next door. Honestly, I felt my braincells die as I listened to them(no I did not eavesdrop, drunk people tend to speak quite loudly), do that flirty banter. The weirdest things you meet at night.

I do think my brain became a little befuddled from the influence of the idiocratic conversation and lack of sleep. I totally lost my way around raffles place and went into the wrong building. I was supposed to go to the building next to OCBC, but in my fervent search, I kept thinking OCBC OCBC, so I entered fucking OCBC and went up the elevator to the twelfth floor only o realize I was in the wrong building! I bet the security guards must be thinking how strange that I walk in and out of the building in less than five minutes.

Right, so another job agency just called me and the job sounds much more fun than Singtel's but the pay is much lower too. What to do what to do.

When four people asked you if you have gained weight, you KNOW its time to shed some pounds.

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football... Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox. You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

You Are 71% Manic

You're so energetic, it's almost like you have a superpower. If you can dream it, you can do it. And without stopping for sleep. Just make sure you harness your energy for good - not evil!

Are You Manic?

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

You Are 68% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse. Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Are You a Tortured Genius?

How i wish this was true

Job hunting can be such a bitch at times. I want a job, yet I am getting reluctant to work. I guess I need to overcome this lazy inertia, then I would be able to adapt back into working life again. As I waited for aud at raffles place, watching those office workers scurrying back after lunch hour, it really struck me that this is not the kind of life I would like to lead in the future. It's too routine and the corporate world is just too fake for me too bear.

I have decided the top few places to chill out are the starbucks at liang court, holland v and liat towers. The white room at club street is very chic and so is that ice cream shop at haji lane. I guess big conglomerate malls are not too much of my taste. I would be more content ensconced in a sofa with a book, at a cafe tucked away in the alleys or suburban malls. Tazo chai frappe does not agree with me:(((

Every time I go out with my friends, it seems like a contest to be the latest. Today, ky won it hands down, I was so distressed by her tardiness that I got off on the wrong train station hahah. Ate at suki sushi with ky and zi, my two longest ever friends. I'm not sure if wolfie is counted but I'm not as close to her as to them so I doubt not. Anyway, we've known each other for like eleven years and thats a very very very long time for a friendship to last. When you put the three of us together, especially with kahyin, the chemistry is just an explosion of laughter. And I really mean explosion. Guys, if you think oifong and I are loud, wait till you meet crescentians HAHA.

Watched freedom writers after that and I really quite liked the movie. I had expected the typical, teacher reforms a class of delinquents kind. Very predictable, very wholesome. But I guess it hit me somewhere, just like coach carter.

Walked around taka and took so retarded photos after that. Oh yes, at one point we tried to take photos in the neoprint booth as we wanted to save money. However, the shop attendant came to check so ky began pretended to touch the screen and asking "hey so you guys want to use the machine or not?" I caught on and tried to carry out the act and was like "I don't know do you know how to use it? It seems difficult to use." And the attendant was like "Do you need any help?" So ky tried to chase her away by saying we were using the machine but the lady just gave us a puzzled look and walked off. HAHAH.

Matt is came over again. I thought their easter holidays are over but I suppose uk film schools are different? I don't think I would be able to sleep tonight with the blasting of music over from my bro's.

Picutres are up under goingout link still! The album was kinda empty so why waste space. HAHA.

This morning, I told my mum I felt like smoking and guess what she said? She told me to go buy those small packs with ten sticks or so. HAhah. WHich mum would say that! Honestly.

Shopped around club street and ann siang hill with my mum today. The rain was a real dampener so we pretty much did finish the errands and just flitted through the boutiques. Ended up back in orchard and had some jap food, plus I met wolfie too. So pretty haha. I told my mum I felt like smoking again, so she suggested going to arab street to try the shisha, so off we went right after the rain FINALLY stopped. Ordered me'ze which was like this platter of that flat bread thing and loads of dips which were mainly made of chickpeas, like hummus. There was olives and pickles too, but I found them awful. The apple shisha smelt really nice and I think I got drunk smoking it. My mum told the waiter to keep the change and you could see such a big cheeky grin on his face. I kind of understand now, about the time Farhan told me how he just sat around and smoke weed when he was back in pakistan. Honestly, I could just sit there the whole day smoking and drinking ice mint tea. Yummy. And no, I'm not addicted. >.<

Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
Ive seen your face before my friend
But I dont know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where youve been
Its all been a pack of lies

Well I remember, I remember dont worry
How could I ever forget, its the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, no you dont fool me
The hurt doesnt show; but the pain still grows
Its no stranger to you or me

Blading with shimin today! We were supposed to go marina but she was too lazy to go all the way there since she was at choa chu kang after sao mu, so she asked to go to j8 for lunch. Blading with her at Bishan Park was really fun, partly because she couldn't blade so I had to teach her. And hey, I'm not too bad a teacher okay! Haha. She said she is going to master blading in these three months, so when I get my blades we can go blading around the uni compound. Oh the crazy things we will do IF we do become roomies! Next up on our list, flying a kite we make ourselves:)))

Decided not to go catch the rapture at zouk today
1) it's raining really heavily
2)only steph is going with me
3)i don't like them that much it was more of a scouting out thing
So here's something to lighten my mood

Omg I really love fel's new car.
SEVTER DEAR I AM COMING TO LA TO VISIT YOU
I SWEAR

punklove says:
hahaha BUT you wld be the only guy
punklove says:
HAHAHAHHA
likkhian says:
eh nvm den
punklove says:
hahahahhaha
punklove says:
but youre a drag queen!
likkhian says:
i might break a fingernail
punklove says:
omg hahahahahahah
likkhian says:
or smear my makeup
punklove says:
this
punklove says:
is going on my blog
punklove says:
HAHAHAH
likkhian says:
NOOOO
punklove says:
WAHHAHAH
likkhian says:
i copyright this!

Pictures of the twin's adventures in haji lane and arab street are up under the same album link of goingout!Haha, okay that really sounded like one f the olsen twin's tapes. ANYWAY, I really want to try shisha. We saw this group of kids trying it and they looked so stoned. Like druggy/ drunk stoned. Not the listless sian kind. But the equipment or whatever you call it seems so cool, and the flavours really are quite attractive. I would really like to live the lifestyle of this man we saw at haji lane. I suppose he was one of the shopkeepers. All he does was tend to the shop, go out and have a smoke, and then cycle around on this toosmall bicycle and look at other shops. It seems so relaxing and carefree. Yet again, I could go mad with boredom.

Everyone was born to this world alone and life is tough. everyone knows that, make lemonade from the lemons it gives. But they also know that they can always have a core group of friends and family to rely on. That's what keeps tehm sane in this increasingly mad world, and stopping them from killing themselves. So with no strings attatched to me, what's stopping me from running that blade down my wrist?

Pain loneliness and isolation. Probably just typical teenage angst of a middle class teenager who just does not know how to appreciate things. But I guess, some people are just a little weaker than others.

Oh oh
Wee-ell-Now!

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to suck to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Come-oh oh oh

But shoot it in the right direction
Make making it your intention-ooh yeah
Live those dreams
Scheme those schemes
Got to hit me
Hit me
Hit me with those laser beams

I'm coming
I'm coming-yeah

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to suck to it
Relax don't do it (love)
When you want to come
When you want to come
When you want to come
Come-huh

Get it up
The scene of love
Oh feel it

Relax
Higher higher

Hey-
Pray

You get the frankie says relax jokes now?

Remind me to adjust alex's watch back by one hour so that she would be punctual. Waiting for her can be such a bitch at times. She was late when I was to meet her to accompany to highlight her hair at the scene, which I may add, had no visible difference at all after the session. We were late in meeting the people due to her free hair treatment and buying food, withdrawing money yadda yadda.

Blading was pretty fun as I got to meet up with alot of old classmates. Well, not exactly old. Kaisheng, liesel, aileen, lik and of course alex. The main entertainment was ks falling down. Hahah. And alex was so funny today! She called lowlights, downlights and went hysterical upon realizing her mistake. And when liesel and ks finally agreed to wait for us to use up our rental hours, she jumped for joy, literally, and well, lets say jumping in blades isnt the most stable thing when you land. I kind of miss the feeling of being all dirty, sweaty, grimy and smelly after a good game or sport.

No guesses, I was late for meeting my mum at vivo, but she was appease after whining abit. HAHAH. Auntie, now you knw why I can stand alex's whining. Arab street tmr with twin:)))

Note to self: Never steal candy from the fat kid

Party monster is a straight out whacked out movie. Macauly Caulkin and Wilber Valderama(I'm sorry if I misspelled the names) in candy coloured clothes, being gay partners were very weird. I mean, I was watching the home alone kid with the that 70's show geek! Macauly's acting was pretty bad, or it was just the way he spoke. How he tried to imitate a shakesperean speaking crazed vain egoistic bisexual drag murderer.Drag queens, bisexuality, shooting up coke, popping ecstacy were the main staples of the show and I suppose what actually was the life of the club kids. It was intriguing. Scarily freaky but immensely intriguing. Just like suicide. Just like murder.

new pictures are up:)))))
thank you auntie simeng